Be on the lookout for the opportunity to say to yourself: I feel good. I intend to attract more of this good feeling, and I intend to give it away to any and all in need of it ~ Dr. Wayne Dyer

"Never search for your happiness in others, which will make you feel alone, Rather search for it in yourself, You will feel happy even if you are left alone" ~ Osho

Feels like the sea today...a little unsettled...it will pass, just like the sea will calm xxx

Painting myself a tree...or is that...a tree is painting itself for me...honoured <3 xxx

Beautiful Gorgeous Man

04 April

Do you remember/have you read

http://crystalangelsxxxrandomness.blogspot.com/2011/04/stepping-into-my-vulnerability.html

well I wanted to share a letter of...appreciation for a   gorgeous man I met in March. I stepped into my vulnerability in a big way for me in which I shared my deepest feelings. The most interesting thing with this and all of the vulnerable situations I choose to step into was for me to be from a place where I wanted/required nothing in return...the only purpose  was to express how I feel/felt. 

I have done this 3 times now where situations have had me literally shaking in my boots...adrenalin is amazing isn't it. 

I hope you enjoy this letter and I will be posting his response to me. If nothing else my intention is to inspire those who choose to read to share your feelings with the person of your attraction, affection, desire. It's better out than in http://crystalangelsxxxrandomness.blogspot.com/2011/06/reply.html

 

Hello....

I trust you are well and enjoying the wonderful weather we are having, I wanted to share my thoughts with you

I am so pleased to have met you; I think you are a lovely, amazing man. You have bolstered my faith in men, I hadn't lost it, I have always been sure that there were other types of men to the ones I usually met, though I felt that the combination I created by the contrast of my experienced was beyond me...I guess it was until I came into alignment with it...if only for a short while.

I am learning to express myself in many ways, ways that I would have ignored or hid from, I am also choosing to step into my vulnerability or that which appears to be (all things are an illusion aren't they) The fact that I am learning and experimenting with myself (ooh that sounds rude) has caused me to message you and share my feelings. It is something that I have done with friends, however never with a gorgeous handsome man that I find attractive.

I am happy to have met you so I can have this opportunity. I think you are so much fun and a very playful, some of the things I like and I am, however have never found in men I have met, this is a very refreshing change. Your level of intelligence amazes and astonishes me, for the simple reason that I really wasn't aware that the combination of playfulness and your level of intellectual capacity existed, its lovely.

I love your wonderful relationship with music and sound, it is a joy to watch and energetically experience the gorgeousness of the union, the vibes you create together, it's as though you become one...or is that re-unite, not sure I have words to describe it...maybe words are not needed.

You are a wise and intelligent man that has a lot to say and share I am pleased to have met you and I am glad you're in this world.

Much Love

Claudia xxx

its lovely to see the sunshine after the storm xxx

Reply from Beautiful Gorgeous man

http://crystalangelsxxxrandomness.blogspot.com/2011/06/beautiful-gorgeous-man.html


wow.... I'll write that again... woooooooooow...

LOOK! I think I'm blushing! =]

I like the idea that there are two ways to emit light dear Claudia.
One is by being a candle and the other is by being a mirror... and ultimately it's hard to distinguish one from the other. In other words... what if I am a mirror to your playfulness and depth?.

I trust you already know this... it's like we are soul siblings or summit. I just had a look at your crystalangelsxxxrandomness blogspot and I agree... what ever the question, love is the answer. Utterly gorgeous perspective. In this respect, I am happy to have met you too as I feel a sweet connection and I appreciate your vulnerability and trust.

You are YUMMY Ms Burnett and regarding men... again... mirror mirror on the wall... we tend to see what we expect hu. So I am glad that I may be playing a part in inspiring you to be more open to the possibility that your perception of men may have had more to do with your unconscious filtering system than with reality itself.

Sending you tender vibes amiga.
Chao for now. xxx

Fathers day gift xxx

I wanted to celebrate fathers day firstly with an acknowlegement of my beautiful daughters father.

Although my feelings may not always reflect my kind nature, I am in this human body after all having a human experience, which includes human feelings. I do prefer to pay more attention to the undeniable fact that I would not have had a beautiful fabulous daughter...who has been and is such a gift to me without you Ricky. The contrast of my experience with you (Ricky ) has made me, ME and launch incredible rockets of desires for better relationships, men and life for myself and Jade. 

I thank you for the gift of the pain and hurt it tells me that I loved you deeply. I thank you for the gift of our child it shows me we were meant to be. I thank you for the gift of my experience's with you it reveales to me that I create my reality. I thank you for the love we shared it lets me know I can, I do and I am LOVE <3 

Thank you for you Ricardo Miguel McDonald...Happy fathers day in your chosen absence


xxx

Things don't matter as much as I think they do...its the thinking that causes all the problems xxx

Every heartbeat creates a miracle ~ Yogi tea xxx

How wonderful this life is that I live, its simplicities create such a magical ambiance that tease me into a gentle smile that starts in my heart an reaches my face, joy-full, joy-full, joy-full xxx