An open sharing from me ~♥~

I have many fears and insecurities that are surfacing right now, more than I ever thought I had...2012 has been the year for it...for me anyway. There has been a lot for me to unlearn, sometimes I can feel things lurking just beneath the surface swimming around within me, like a predator waiting to consume all the goodness in my life as if left unacknowledge or held just beneath the surface it feels like it has more power over me even though my light cannot be diminished by its darkness. Often I can name them other times I cannot and I am left feeling confused. I am so very grateful for all the people that have shown up in my life...the ones that truly see me from wherever they stand and call me into a greater KNOWING of myself...a remembering of all the things that lurk beneath are not me, I am merely the observer of them. Thank you for guiding me on my journey assisting me in everything the good the bad and the ugly...actually that is the good the gooder and the goodest, cause its all good even if it may feels crappy at times. I love you all ♥ Thank you for listening(reading) xxx

Much more

There is much more in my life that is good, than not good. There is much more that is joy-full than joy-less, there is so much more love than fear, there is much much more connection and energy flow than separation and invisible barriers. More pleasure than pain, I am more eager than reluctant. I am choosing my focus, this wonderful life begins with me, it's my world, my choice...Today I AM choosing to love it...all :D xxx