Loving my life and feeling my aloness...how can I possibly be living/feeling such extremes at the same time. A very emotional couple of days...allowing all things to be xxx

Is noticing so many wonderful things, some of them quiet tender and have emotional feelings of sadness...and yet amazing joy + excitement lurking in the background. Awareness is a wonderful thing, I love where I am, much newness to come...oooh is that the feeling of excited anticipation xxx

In any given moment I have all that I need xxx

"Seeking is a game you cannot win. Appreciation is a game you cannot lose" ~ Matt Kahn http://truedivinenature.com/calendar.htm

"your point of power is in the present" Napoleon Hill xxx

2 wonder-full days to go xxx

<3 Oh how lovely, you were with me all along, no wonder I had stopped looking for you <3 xxx

Every human thought, word, or deed is based on fear or love. Fear is the energy which contracts, closes down, draws in, hides, hoards, harms. Love is the energy which expands, opens up, sends out, reveals, shares, heals. You have free choice about which of these to select ~ Neale Donald Walsch xxx

Don't hide your heart but reveal it so that I might know mine too and learn what I am capable of ~ Rumi xxx

is sitting amongst the daisies xxx

Amazingly Abundant, Beautifuly Blessed, Confidently Carefree, Divinely Delicious, Easily Effortless, Fantastically Free, Gorgeously Gracious, Hilariously Happy, Inspirationaly Ignited, Joyously Jovial, Kissablly Knowledgable, Lovably Luscious, Magnificently Moreish, Nicely Naughty, Outrageously Optimistic, Positively Play-full, Quietly Quaint, Ravishingly Radiant, Sensationally Scrumptious, Terrifically Tantalizing, Uniquely Uplifting, Very Vortexy, Wonderfully Wise, Xtra Xtrodinary, Youthfully Yes-filled, Zentastically Zoot-full xxx

Appealing, Beautiful, Courageous, Divine, Energising, Fantastic, Gorgeous, Happy, Inspired, Joy-full, Knowledgable, Loveable,Magnificent, Natural, Optimistic, Positive, Quirky, Real, Scrumptious, Terrific, Unique, Vivacious, Wonderful Xceptional, Yummy, Zen xxx

likes knowing that she is very balanced in Spirit, Body and Mind. 37-34-29 perfect...for me :o) It feels good to know this <3 xxx

oh! bless-ed be :D xxx

Sometimes s**t happens so you will pay attention to the good stuff...really drink in the good, fun stuff so it becomes easy to access it in your memory xxx

Stepping into my vulnerability

Today ( written on Friday 1st April) I decided to step into my vulnerabilty. 


I have had a couple of situations where I have felt extremely vulnerable and consciously chose to step up to it/step into it, because I guess I did not want to be controlled by the feelings I was having around certain situations and people. It has been very freeing for me and sometimes the other person if they are 'open' to it and ready to hear my truth...as it is only my truth and if they are ready and open it benefits us both rather than just me. 


~Thank you Michelle Roberton-Jones for being open ~


Below are responses to me stepping into my vulnerability and not closing down like I normally do.


"thank you for being brave today & doing what i was too scared to do ... in setting your truth free, you set me free too. not only does that take great courage but great love & faith in who you truly are & who i truly am.... thank you x x x x :)" Michelle 


my response (Copied from Febs FB)
"Thank you, you are an amazing person, thank you for being part of this amazing journey I am grateful and very appreciative of what I have learned about myself through our connection. I love you and our friendship is important to me this bolstered my courage. I am realising more and more how important it is to speak my truth and listen to my heart so glad I did...thank you xxx" 

So I am choosing again to step into my vulnerabilty not because I know courage lies within, just because a) I feel like experimenting, b) speaking my truth is important to me as a whole person, ~all the parts of me that have been ignored and silenced for so long~ c) it's time and I can :p


It will involve me speaking to people I feel I have some unresolved energy with. People I may be holding hurt feelings around. Men I feel evoke very strong feelings for whether they are of (perceived)irritation, attraction or admiration. 


I say speak and will attempt to at every given opportunity, however if it dosen't happen that way I will also be emailing, PMing on fbook. I am looking forward to my interactions with fear and excitement...is that another way to describe vulnerability hmmm not sure.


This is based around things and situations I feel uncomfortable or fearful in and in no way is an attempt to upset or embarrass anyone, sometimes I will actually just write out my feelings and express what I would say to them on paper if it is not possible to have a face to face chat. I will see how this goes. I have done this (writing how I feel) just to get stuff out of my head and it has become a powerful technique for me to release my thoughts and express my feeling and has had some amazing results.


I think it is interesting, if not 'logical' 'magical' that I sh/could feel this way after asking my higher self to show me what I am affraid of, though I thought it would come through my dreams, though why should it as I asked for it to be plain and simple and easy for me to see *giggle*


If there is anyone out there that wants to experiment with me or would like to help clear some stuff please contact me via


Facebook
crystalangel@hotmail.co.uk


Much Love 
Claudia xxx

Likes being described as YUMMY xxx

"Love is the cure, for your pain will keep giving birth to more pain until your eyes constantly exhale love as effortlessly as your body yields its scent" ~ Rumi xxx

We become more when we allow ourselves to love, our expansion is multiplied when we allow ourselves to receive xxx

"People and situations do not cause you pain. Your thoughts and emotions about them do. You can change those reactions. This is the key to freedom" ~ Ram Giri

"If I want to be loved as I am, then I need to be willing to love others as they are" ~ Louise L. Hay xxx

Divinely guided...always xxx

Thinks its funny that every time she attempts to say the phrase "I'll try" she hears Yoda say "Do or Do not, there is no try" It works really well for me :o) xxx

Is choosing to explore her vulnerability...again xxx