Packing up my S...tuff

Ok so I am meant to be packing instead of blogging, fbooking, walking on the beach, drawing trees etc, etc.






I am finding packing bothersome, necessary but bothersome. I know why, I have a lot of things that I SHOULD chuck however I am finding it difficult to let go of stuff, silly little things in some cases and meaningful things in other cases like the matchbox car my daughter played with or her first sowing project. Also packing up my stuff makes brings forth the thought this is all you have to show for yourself. 


The voice of my parents yes, that always seems loudest when I am packing (I have moved 4 times in 2 years) I have known for sometime now that I am not things, they do not define me but I guess there is a part of me that still holds on to the belief that it does as right now I can hardly breathe and my face feels like t is on fire...oooh that's good I wasn't aware of that. So now I realise this hidden belief what do I do...I know what I think I SHOULD do but will, we will see, as for now lets see if I can change my vibration about packing with a game of I like it when.


I like it when packing goes well
I like it when it flows with ease
I like it when I have a box for everything I need to pack
I like it when the boxes I have are perfect for packing. 
I like it when I can see easily what I need to do.
I like it when everything get packed easily. 
I like it when I unpack and find everything I need just when I need it.
I like it when packing turns out to be easier than it first felt.
I like it when I have finished and there is lots of time to just relax and chill.
I like it when I have finished packing and I find myself saying "that was easy"
I like it when I get to the new address and I take out my easy button and I press it with glee.
I like it when I go to bed feeling like I have done enough. 


I feel better, that was all I wanted, this also helped from a lovely guy called Danny 

just imagine that you are already there .....at least visualise how good it will feel when the last box has been unpacked...........then you will be home .....stay in your home frequency .......it will be done ,it will be done ,it will be done........it is done ,it is done, it is done xxx

Thank you, I love you 


Day 4

My word of the Year

I have read two things recently that talk about choosing a word for the year. I haven't read all of Krishna's blog but after reading the first one I thought I would give it a go, Natalia's blog offers you a link to a worksheet (free) to help you find your word. This seemed long and I haven't done it (honesty is my best policy) however I may just see if I can use some of what it suggests.


http://catalystsforhealth.com/setting-the-course-for-2012-with-a-wor

http://krishnasurroy.com/intentions/what-is-your-word-of-the-year-mine-is-fire/


I will read all of Krishna's blog at some point, but just wanted to share my word and how it came to me.


So I went to bed thinking, ' I'm not feeling the worksheet' so I will ask my subconscious to choose a word for me and the first word upon my waking will be the one. Well when I woke up there were two words 'THINK and FEEL' well I thought maybe I would just use the first one as it was meant to be one word, however the words came as a pair...meaning I couldn't say one without the other following, so I decided that would be my word. I could not seem to shake the fact that it was meant to be one word so asked the Universe to reveal to me what one word would describe the two, yesterday while writing my blog it was revealed to me...VIBRATION...perfect so perfect. 

I started using it straight away and mention it in yesterday's blog and have used it many times today, just by checking in on where my vibration is on whatever it is I am wanting and whatever it is that is going on. 


Thinking about what I would like then literally feeling it, I do this any way, however not to the level that I am doing this year, I look forward to sharing my results.


I love you, I am sorry, Please forgive me, Thank you 


Claudia xxx


Day 2 ♥

Changing my thoughts about men

Where my vibration is with men is often reflected in the men I meet. I have some work to do, its not them that need to change it's my thoughts about them 


Much Love
Claudia xxx 

Does it fit?

Sometimes I feel like I am trying to fit myself into situations, not ones that are unknown to me, completely alien or that I haven't done a good job in before, but some don't feel the same way now. The analogy that I came to was pegs, the one about fitting a square peg into a round hole, although that now loses some credibility for me know as in my mind as I could definitely get it in. However quite similarly I am a flexible triangular peg that can fit any hole but it doesn't feel as comfortable and cosy as when I am in my trangular hole. 

Hmmm! those maybe the wrong words to use as they make me feel like going to sleep (comfortable and cosy) however the feeling I mean gives me the buzz to do he things that flow for me as its in my *Zone of genius hmmm now I know how that feels I will notice when its more prevalent.

Will this keep me in my comfort zone I think not however...who knows, I guess I will find out that's what has just come up for me, maybe it's because I have used the the word comfort, but I like things to feel good. I am very aware of when things feel good and when they don't, my vibrational indicator is improving more and more every day.

Much Love

Claudia xxx

*Zone of Genius is from the book 'The Big Leap' by Gay Hendricks

Was guided to check out YouTube for Gay Hendricks an found this.

My vibrational phone

My phone I have to say is very interesting; I have an HTC wild fire which I manifested through the Law of Attraction ~ that story another time. The thing with my lovely phone is it decides who I take a call from; I have a touch screen phone in which you have to drag the screen down to answer it. Now this does not work all the time, I began to think the phone was defective, however I answered several phone calls one after the other. through this experience I realised that I will only answer calls that I am in alignment with or that I am meant to answer at that moment (not sure if that means the same thing :o[ )

Obviously to show me how this is true I get a phone call from the natural fitness centre cancelling Tai Chi that I answer effortlessly, after not being able to answer two calls from someone that I called to make an appointment with. I tried desperately (twice) to answer the call about the appointment and realised how I was feeling and suddenly decided that if I was meant to answer the call it would be easy hence the effortless flow with the fitness centre.

I will see what comes up from the unanswered call, if it is a case of mis-alignment not sure where I am vibrating in regards to this particular situation, we will see, as all will become clear very soon.

Much Love

Claudia xxx