Showing posts with label GOD. Show all posts
Showing posts with label GOD. Show all posts

Sunday, 12 August 2012

13 Women art Exhibition 2013

This month I decided to apply to be one of the 13 women in the UK 13 women Art Exhibition. http://www.iloveartuk.com/
It was an instant decision that felt like the next logical step. It felt like I was being swept along on the crest of a wave. As I began looking at the application that I needed to fill out, I got to my first self created hurdle. It asked me for my address and as I am currently house-sitting, not really knowing where I will go once it finishes, it felt like this hurdle was as high as a brick wall. 

I could feel myself backing out and backing away from this new step...a step out of my comfort zone. So I asked God/Universe/Source...just out loud, that if I was meant to apply then let the solution come to me. I went off and did other things and then it came to me just to explain my situation and put in an address any...so I used my dads address in Antigua which is where I will be from October.

I created a few other hurdles which I manoeuvred myself around which at times felt like I could just decide not to go ahead with the application. As a result of this whole experience I realise that my Saboteur was kicking in big. It came back for another go after I completed the application too, as I then began comparing my art to last years 13 women and deeming it not good enough, not intricate enough...just not enough. So I reminded myself that my art is unique, it is not just about what you see, it's about what you feel. What if a blind person was walking past one of my pieces then suddenly stopped and said "beautiful...I can so feel that" and then gave me fabulous feed back...that would be so fantastic. I so feel that happening.

I have digressed a little but I am back on it now the application is in and not a last min jobby which has been my way in the past, submitted it nice and early. Yes thoughts still arise however I somehow feel empowered to address them appropriately. Interestingly my good friend Karen has called me and wants to test her newly created Archetype 'module' which incorporates Abraham Hicks Law of Attraction stuff. It will work with the Saboteur, Prostitute, Child and Victim. I have had the feeling of low self esteem come up recently as I guess I have remnants of it lurking in my corners and was wondering how I could work though it and with whom and this too will be looked in my session with Karen, she mentioned it without even asking...I was so happy and not at all surprised. Lets go I am ready

Watch this space for updates

Thank you for reading

I love you 

Claudia xxx


Sunday, 25 September 2011

heART Space

http://www.facebook.com/Claudia.heARTspace






I finally set up a facebook page for my Art after toying with the idea for a while. Friends also encouraged me to set to do one however I was a little scared. Scared of what I wonder! that my art is not good enough, that people will not like what I do, that no one will like my page or was it that I just didn't know the purpose for doing one. I never do anything these days unless it feels right to me ~ whatever that means ~ I just know the feeling. 


So a week before learning The Metamorphic Technique one of a few things I have felt drawn to learn in a very long while (it involves feet, something I love) I decide I am going to set the page up. What a journey that has been, all my fears coming up, comparing myself, my art, judging what I do and what I believe in, allowing what others think and feel to dictate my life, somehow feeling what I have to say is less than valuable or true (in a sense). I (have)had a habit of loosing my wisdom in the wisdom of others simply because I placed them in this position of untouchable authority...no-one else just me...my doing and undoing. 


My words are valid and true for me, that's all that needs be. Now this post has gone from talking about my new page to something else, however I am going for it letting it play it self out. In writing this it suddenly came to me that God doesn't judge me or compare me with others, God stands...sit's probably, in loving appreciation of all that I am warts 'n' all ~ don't actually have any ~ I am what God created however I choose to play it out, living life, not just surviving, enjoying the ups and the downs. Never thought I could feel joy when I feel sad however I have found there is joy in that feeling too, not simultaneously as these vibrations do not hold the same frequency level...somehow though sadness when it arises is closely followed by the awareness of joy that has an easier landing place than sadness does these days. 


This post is a bit of a jumble...a perfect reflection of all that is happening in this moment...after reading it back I have realised that SCARED could be read as SCAR-ed ~a mark left after injury ~ I find this very interesting. 


Have a look at my Page like, share, comment if it feels right to you ~ Thank you for reading, I appreciate it


http://www.facebook.com/Claudia.heARTspace


Much Love
Claudia xxx


Tuesday, 9 August 2011

My Current View

After my last blog where I was uncertain about what was happening with my move and I wrote about all the things I was certain about rather than focusing on -1% of my +99% of my good feeling. Which created an amazing uplift of my mood.  I then did something else which I believe helped me to let go and let GOD.


I decided that the reason that I was still where I was and may not be moving when I thought I would be, was the fact that I was where I was for a specific reason, which was unknown to me however was important to those around me and myself in some way which I wasn't aware of and I really didn't need to know what it was. I trusted this and it helped me to let go...I have used this 'technique' ~ not sure of that word however 'thought' feels even wronger (yes I know that's not a real word...it's my blog :p) ~ before...it works like a charm. It is a bit like saying each morning as you awake "How may I serve" and trusting that GOD the Divine has a plan for you that day and you will be guided to whatever that maybe.


A day or so after I made this decision, my new landlady called and left me a voice mail apologising for returning my calls or contacting me as she was a nurse and had been working nights at the children's hospital Great Ormand street. Consequently I moved in this week after storing my stuff in her garage free of charge and was able to spend time with my mum while she recuperated from an op. I left a day before they started rioting in Tottenham and Enfield. I had a most amazing time with my mum better than I could ever imagine.


Always guided, all-ways protected


This is my new view 





Much Love xxx

Monday, 14 February 2011

Its a LOVE thing...isn't it


I have to say on this wonderful day where everyone focuses on love, I certainly challenged to remain in it when someone posted a video about Valentines day, I was gonna say propaganda about Valentines day but I decided not to used that term, it's someone's opinion.

I watched it knowing I wouldn't be happy with what I heard, went ahead anyway (can't we be stubborn) It left me feeling bothered to say the least which I think escalated to feeling pissed off ~ for a moment.

I can honestly say my ego kicked in a reared its pretty head; this video challenged my thoughts on Valentines Day. I say this because it made me doubt myself and what I believe, a feeling I know all to well. I did not like the feeling I had and wanted to 'prove' what I believe was ok.

The video reeled off 'fact' after historical 'fact' and of course I found myself being dragged into the fear based spiral of the 'HIStory'. For me it felt as though my faith was being challenged (oh poop, I have been here before) and that I didn't really truly believe in God because I 'celebrate' Valentines day, this meaning I am worshiping other Gods and as for cupid, lets not go there.

Things were quoted from the bible, references where made to stories which were retold to evoke fear, there was not a good feeling anywhere, one of the stories they told about cupid made me want to retaliate with a reminder of the story of how we got here in the first place...if you Adam and Eve it.

Well I think you can tell by my tone I am still a little bothered but not nearly as much, I realise that it was a story, I can choose what the day means to me and stand strong in it. I believe in GOD no one can take that away from me, how I live this is my choice, they can challenge me on it and it is up to me if I let it happen, oh common I am only human it's bound to happen, sheez! The energy of it and its effect lessen every time :o)

Today is about love first and foremost, it is the only day everyone in the world focuses on LOVE, whether they are in it or not, whether they believe it is a commercial ploy or not, do you know what that energy would look like, what it really feels like, WHOA can you feel it.

LOVE has the power to heal Jesus knew this; he focused on the love in a person which is why he could heal.  Let’s remember LOVE and not get dragged into the theories that distract us to focus on fear, hate and worry instead. LOVE feels better, however it's your choice...it's good to choose.

Happy Love Day xxx




Monday, 7 February 2011

Ode to GOD, ode to me

I can feel your warmth as the sun shines down on me, 
touching me so gently, 
comforting me so sweetly.
I can feel your love as I awaken every day guiding me so clearly, 
flowing to me so unconditionally. 
I do not always remember you are there as at these times I am consumed by my own illusion of life and drama. 
However each day I learn to; 
each day have more trust, 
each day have more faith and remember that even when I do not feel loved, 
I AM, 
every part of me, 
all that I AM is loved by YOU 


~ Claudia Jan 2010 xxx



Tuesday, 1 February 2011

Your fabulous

It's funny how we spend time comparing ourselves to other people, overlooking our own wonderous gifts. Take some time and notice how fabulous you are then take a deep breath and thank God/be glad you're you

Much Love
Claudia xxx

Sunday, 30 January 2011

I sooo love this xxx


God gives direction, not correction. A correction is for someone who has done wrong. Advice is for someone who is seeking direction ~ Neale Donald Walsch xxx

Sunday, 16 January 2011

Appreciating what is

Is appreciating what is xxx


This was my status update today which prompted one of my friends to kick my butt about putting it on my blog. Thanx Nic <3 


So I tried once again to set up easy blogging from my HTC mobile I was on it for 3 hours ~ though it didn't feel like that long as my focus was relentless and my determination unyielding. I became aware though of my brain aching the gentle hum of a headache hovering in the space just before my skull. This is when I realised I was trying too hard, over and over I would try similar things in different ways. Telling myself I had got something wrong or had just forgotten my pass word so then creating another and staring all over again. Then all of a sudden I asked myself what I was doing, by this time I was getting freaking pissed off but something inside my head wouldn't let it go. I couldn't seem to let it go until I decided to hand it over to the Universe to sort it for me. 


Then as I write this I realise my body was trying to tell me to let go by giving me a headache, our bodies are amazing but we never really listen until sometimes it's to late. Anyway back to my point (I don't always have one but I do this time) when I read this update again  Claudia Burnett 'is appreciating what is xxx' I realise that the Universe wanted to see how true to my word I was being not really testing me just creating a situation for me to walk my talk haha I just love how the Universe works with me and when I take the time to let go and let GOD (GOD and the Universe are one and the same to me) it all becomes clear. That's what they call an epiphany isn't it?


What a lovely day nicely turned around :o)


Much Love
Claudia xxx