Lets see

I have decided not set out to do anything in this world I'm just going to be me and see what I can share along the way ;o) 


Thank you, I love you xxx

♥

Claudia ♥ xxx

Happy anything day ♥ xxx

Love you ♥

Day 14 of 31 days of celebration ♥

Today I celebrate a chatting to Lewis in the kitchen whilst the electrician goes through his process of of elimination to find the fault, fun and light hearted just how I like it. 

Today I celebrate being invited for a walk on the beach even though it might rain, hailstorm to be precise...brief frosty. Then part of a rainbow and glorious sunshine. 


Today I celebrate talking to Bash about lots of random things, speaking my truth and him speaking his, it was good I liked it, a strange buzz...feel good moments...still smiling :oD


Today I celebrate choosing to tidy up the kitchen after the Electrician has left, I could have left it however it felt good to just do it.


Today I celebrate coming home after a walk in the icy cold, to a warm house and a package.


Today I celebrate just sitting...breathing...feeling...being, there is more...it gets better...this is good to know.


Today I celebrate finding something within to smile about...IN LOVE ♥


Today I celebrate being proud of my girl for no reason...just because.


Today I celebrate the fact that I have many ideas that go around in my head...not sure what is standing in my way...yes I am me...lets do something different.


Today I celebrate noticing that I can get fed up/bored with doing the same thing every day...routine regardless of whether I benefit seems too rigid somehow, I like to do it differently everyday 


Thank you, I love you 


♥ Claudia xxx

Day 3 of 31 celebratory days ♥ xxx

Day 3 of 31  


Today I celebrate ZU studio's in Lewes, a wonderful place/space of merryment, joy, expansion, wonder, gathering and community.


Today I celebrate being asked if I want to go to Italy for a month, I love Italy...it feels good.


Today I celebrate how the day can start of with torrential rain and the 'turn out nice again' blue sky I love you, grey skies I have love for you too.


Today I celebrate  keeping my head when all about is loosing theirs, some call it going within, I call it letting go of myself.


Today I celebrate I love you , I'm sorry, please forgive me, thank you. Ho'oponoopno, it is a wonderful technique.


Today I celebrate doing what I do, for a specific reason that is unknown to me in the moment I do it, however I know it will benefit me and those around me for the highest good of us all.


Today I celebrate the exchange of energy for energy in whatever form it takes considering it is mutual and beneficial for all in the exchange.

Today I celebrate the sale of the cherry blossom tree, in all it's pinkness, I loved painting it, it was joy-full may it bring over flowing joy and much much LOVE. 


Today I celebrate HUGS, I love them (giving and receiving) and I am not afraid to say it.


Today I celebrate that looks that says a thousand words and means only one.


Today I celebrate how tired I feel at the end of the day, it shows me how hard I am trying :o/ awareness is the key.


Today I celebrate the seen and unseen, it's all an illusion anyway...isn't it.


Today I celebrate laughing with friends, at silly things, random things and croaking. 


Today I celebrate the night sky, it vastness, immensity and gloriousness.


Today I celebrate the bed I sleep in, it is big, comfy and gorgeous. 


Goodnight...it's late xxx


Thank you for reading

How do I really feel about m....

I have learnt about myself to do with: money ~ if I spend it with fear of not having enough rather than focusing on the joy of the purchase or the bill I am paying (even if it's just a little thought) the Universe will pick up on the strongest vibe that I have going on in that moment and give me more experiences to replicate that vibe. Paying attention to how I really feel about money.

I love this world...I am glad I came xxx

A little shielded

I have realised that I allowed my hurt feelings to place conditions on my love, not hiding my heart completely withdrawing slightly with a shield at the ready. ♥ I am sorry ♥ Please forgive me ♥ I love you ♥ Thank you ♥ xxx

Love Potion time again

Tonight (last night) I am utilising the energies of the full moon, Friday, my intention to create a love 'potion' and a unidentified  'potion'.

I have created a love *potions before using it myself first then sharing it with friends...haven't done any for a while thought it was time energies are good for some major releasing too.




Moon = The high potency of the full moon encourages fertility, passion and abundance
Friday = it is said Friday is the ideal day for love, to invoke love or have a first date.
My intention = as always my intention for my LOVE 'potion' is to invoke/re-align unconditional love and acceptance of self and others. That's it nothing more...through this mere alignment, love comes to you...from all areas. There are though, no guarantees...all you need to do is believe.


My ingredients
Mineral + Spring Water
Rose Quartz
Adventurine 
Love
Divine Light
Moon Light
Sun Light
Divine guidance 
Divine Angel blessing


All who drink the *potion will release all that is not love and all that no longer serves them, easily and effortlessly and so it is. This can also be used in the bath rather than drinking 


This is made for people to take knowingly rather than to give to another unsuspectingly...my belief is choice enhances another's strength, limitation diminishes it.


*potion a liquid or mixture that is magical 


Happy mating


Much Love xxx

My day of uncertain certainty

I am  moving from a gorgeous home by the sea to a gorgeous home on the edge of the South Downs. Today I am feeling a little uncertain as I am waiting to hear from my land lady to confirm a date and receive my contract. Whatever happens I will be leaving this space with the beautiful view which today looks like this 

Without an actual date I feel a little uncertain, I am usually ok with uncertainty, I gave my notice leave at the end of July before I had somewhere to go to, I knew (feeling wise) last year that by August I would not be living where I am now, even though I could not understand why I would move. I moved to Eastbourne knowing no one but myself and even that for me was more comfortable than not knowing the date at which I will move into the new place on the Hill. I guess I am wondering if it will happen and as for this feeling...do or do not...don't leave me hanging...that's the bit I do not like. So lets see what happens.

I am very aware my thoughts create my reality so I posted about it ~ out of my head onto paper (word doc/ facebook/blog) is my theory it helps me and stops the hamster effect of my mind. So I thought I would share my post on my blog. I may be uncertain about the date for moving however there are things I am certain about in this moment....

I am certain that I will be moving, I am certain that the sun will shine, I am certain that some days it will rain, I certain that I am loved, I am certain that I am worthy, I am certain that all is well, I am certain that it gets better than this, I am certain that the earth turns, I certain that my thoughts create  my reality, I am certain that the best is yet to come, I am certain that this day is amazing, I am certain that I am amazing, I am certain that I will spend time in wonderful company, I am certain that something will surprise and delight me, I am certain that uncertainty in some areas (my date for moving) is uncomfortable to me <3

I am certain that I can change my feeling by changing my focus, I am certain that it’s all happening perfectly despite how it feels, I am certain that I love the sea, I am certain that colour lifts me...and flowers too, I am certain that my new painting will be loved by someone, I am certain that poppy makes me smile by tilting her head and giving me that look before presenting me with her tummy to rub, I am certain that my gorgeous daughter is a joy to me, I am certain that I love where I am, those that surround me, I am certain that I am eager for more, I am certain that I love a good bed, I am certain that sleep feels good to me, I am certain that I love the feel of the sea and the woods. I am certain I like some things more than others...sometimes, I am certain that nothing is really certain at all...its a moment thing ;o) xxx 

My Daily prayer

Thank you for bringing me to the beginning/the end of this day, thank you for everything you have given me and taken away, thank for my mother and my father, my brothers and my sisters, my family and my friends, those who I love and those who love me. Thank you for my beautiful, loving, happy, healthy, confident, wise, joyful, fun, creative, likeable, loveable, playful, successful, great-full, abundant, prosperous, photographer, writer, funny, harmonious, compassionate, intuitive, peaceful, appreciative, wonderful, kind, honest, friendly, fabulous, passionate, wonderful daughter Jade who helps to remind me of who I am...I love who I am


Thank you xxx

This life is about me, standing in my own truth and not in the shadows of another's

xxx

working on something a little more masculine xxx

Beautiful Gorgeous Man

04 April

Do you remember/have you read

http://crystalangelsxxxrandomness.blogspot.com/2011/04/stepping-into-my-vulnerability.html

well I wanted to share a letter of...appreciation for a   gorgeous man I met in March. I stepped into my vulnerability in a big way for me in which I shared my deepest feelings. The most interesting thing with this and all of the vulnerable situations I choose to step into was for me to be from a place where I wanted/required nothing in return...the only purpose  was to express how I feel/felt. 

I have done this 3 times now where situations have had me literally shaking in my boots...adrenalin is amazing isn't it. 

I hope you enjoy this letter and I will be posting his response to me. If nothing else my intention is to inspire those who choose to read to share your feelings with the person of your attraction, affection, desire. It's better out than in http://crystalangelsxxxrandomness.blogspot.com/2011/06/reply.html

 

Hello....

I trust you are well and enjoying the wonderful weather we are having, I wanted to share my thoughts with you

I am so pleased to have met you; I think you are a lovely, amazing man. You have bolstered my faith in men, I hadn't lost it, I have always been sure that there were other types of men to the ones I usually met, though I felt that the combination I created by the contrast of my experienced was beyond me...I guess it was until I came into alignment with it...if only for a short while.

I am learning to express myself in many ways, ways that I would have ignored or hid from, I am also choosing to step into my vulnerability or that which appears to be (all things are an illusion aren't they) The fact that I am learning and experimenting with myself (ooh that sounds rude) has caused me to message you and share my feelings. It is something that I have done with friends, however never with a gorgeous handsome man that I find attractive.

I am happy to have met you so I can have this opportunity. I think you are so much fun and a very playful, some of the things I like and I am, however have never found in men I have met, this is a very refreshing change. Your level of intelligence amazes and astonishes me, for the simple reason that I really wasn't aware that the combination of playfulness and your level of intellectual capacity existed, its lovely.

I love your wonderful relationship with music and sound, it is a joy to watch and energetically experience the gorgeousness of the union, the vibes you create together, it's as though you become one...or is that re-unite, not sure I have words to describe it...maybe words are not needed.

You are a wise and intelligent man that has a lot to say and share I am pleased to have met you and I am glad you're in this world.

Much Love

Claudia xxx

Fathers day gift xxx

I wanted to celebrate fathers day firstly with an acknowlegement of my beautiful daughters father.

Although my feelings may not always reflect my kind nature, I am in this human body after all having a human experience, which includes human feelings. I do prefer to pay more attention to the undeniable fact that I would not have had a beautiful fabulous daughter...who has been and is such a gift to me without you Ricky. The contrast of my experience with you (Ricky ) has made me, ME and launch incredible rockets of desires for better relationships, men and life for myself and Jade. 

I thank you for the gift of the pain and hurt it tells me that I loved you deeply. I thank you for the gift of our child it shows me we were meant to be. I thank you for the gift of my experience's with you it reveales to me that I create my reality. I thank you for the love we shared it lets me know I can, I do and I am LOVE <3 

Thank you for you Ricardo Miguel McDonald...Happy fathers day in your chosen absence


xxx

Another 10day countdown

Today I begin another 10 day count down. If you read my previous blog 10 days to... http://crystalangelsxxxrandomness.blogspot.com/2011/02/10-days-to.html   you will realise the out come of the countdown is not yet determined, it kind of gets created in the energy I hold within the 10days and when I record the COUNTdown. I guess that's important as I have written it in capitals. How you feel when you record the count is important...not sure why I feel it is and will do a results blog at the end of 40days, I was gonna do 30days (I am currently on my third set of 10) but in writing this I have just decided to do 40...could be something biblical or just because.


I would love it if people to join me in doing this and feedback to what their experiences are (feedback isn't necessary though...just fun)


If you do, here's all you do:

• Start a countdown from 10
• Counting down each day with a feel good feeling 
• Only record your countdown when/if you feel good
• If your not feeling good do things that make you feel good then record your countdown

1. What you do to feel good is up to you, 
2. Watching something funny is always good
3. Finding things around you to appreciate, including (especially) things about yourself, this gets easier the more you do it and it's fun. 
4. Recalling a good experience you have had or one you want, thinking of someone or somewhere you enjoy.
5. Do things you Love.

• Focus only on the moment of recording or the moment you are in, not in the possible outcome
• Try not to 'predict' what may happen, predict how you will feel (I may change this depending on feedback received, feeling works for me it may not work for everyone)
• Hold thoughts of how you want to feel 
• Visualise your celebration, excitement, happy dance :o)
• *Hear yourself sharing/using words of joy, excitement i.e. "this amazing thing has just happened" "you'll never guess what/who has just called" "wow I have just had the most amazing experience" "that gives me the best feeling I have ever had" "Wow that feels so good"  "OMG! this feels like a dream" "Oooh! that was fun" ~These are all expressions I have used...come on, I gotta keep it real~
• Enjoy it, it's a game, if it feels like work please stop, if it feels like effort please stop. It is not meant to be hard, easy and effortless is how I like it and I won't encourage anything else. 

The only thing I would say is do it consecutively for 10days (your creating a positive habit) feel good while your doing it. Need any more tips or want to chat about it


Facebook me Claudia Burnett http://www.facebook.com/Claudia.the.crystalangelx
or email crystalangelxxx@googlemail.com
or just comment in my box :o)


Much Love and good vibes
Claudia xxx


* I have done this in general where I have written down what I want to hear people saying to me, about my jewellery, about my art, about me. This works very well and the first time I heard someone say the exact words I had written I was stunned (and it gave me another good feeling to draw on)


LOVE YOU ALL, THANK YOU FOR READING ♥

Its a LOVE thing...isn't it

I have to say on this wonderful day where everyone focuses on love, I certainly challenged to remain in it when someone posted a video about Valentines day, I was gonna say propaganda about Valentines day but I decided not to used that term, it's someone's opinion.

I watched it knowing I wouldn't be happy with what I heard, went ahead anyway (can't we be stubborn) It left me feeling bothered to say the least which I think escalated to feeling pissed off ~ for a moment.

I can honestly say my ego kicked in a reared its pretty head; this video challenged my thoughts on Valentines Day. I say this because it made me doubt myself and what I believe, a feeling I know all to well. I did not like the feeling I had and wanted to 'prove' what I believe was ok.

The video reeled off 'fact' after historical 'fact' and of course I found myself being dragged into the fear based spiral of the 'HIStory'. For me it felt as though my faith was being challenged (oh poop, I have been here before) and that I didn't really truly believe in God because I 'celebrate' Valentines day, this meaning I am worshiping other Gods and as for cupid, lets not go there.

Things were quoted from the bible, references where made to stories which were retold to evoke fear, there was not a good feeling anywhere, one of the stories they told about cupid made me want to retaliate with a reminder of the story of how we got here in the first place...if you Adam and Eve it.

Well I think you can tell by my tone I am still a little bothered but not nearly as much, I realise that it was a story, I can choose what the day means to me and stand strong in it. I believe in GOD no one can take that away from me, how I live this is my choice, they can challenge me on it and it is up to me if I let it happen, oh common I am only human it's bound to happen, sheez! The energy of it and its effect lessen every time :o)

Today is about love first and foremost, it is the only day everyone in the world focuses on LOVE, whether they are in it or not, whether they believe it is a commercial ploy or not, do you know what that energy would look like, what it really feels like, WHOA can you feel it.

LOVE has the power to heal Jesus knew this; he focused on the love in a person which is why he could heal.  Let’s remember LOVE and not get dragged into the theories that distract us to focus on fear, hate and worry instead. LOVE feels better, however it's your choice...it's good to choose.

Happy Love Day xxx

I LOVE...

To love
My gorgeous daughter
Laughing
Me
Painting
My Family
Making jewellery
Hearing birds sing
Meeting new people
When I vision the Angels of love sprinkling pink Angel glitter dust and the sky turns pink
Sleep
Rainbows
Dancing 
Kissing
My friends
A good meal some where nice
Wearing a pretty dress
Seeing people grow
Going to the cinema
Bowling
The sound of a woodpecker
Laughing
Taking pictures of the sky
West Highland terriers
Green Volkswagon beatle cabriolet
Hearing good news from friends
Hearing of other peoples success
Sharing my own
Feeling good
Love dinners
Talking about Angels
My name is Earl
Going on holiday
Optimists
Doing something new
Feeling the gentle wind on my face
When my hair is stroked
Taking time to just be
Playing
Splashing in puddles in my pink spotty wellies
Basking in the sun
Remembering that I am a child of God and her/his love is unconditional
A clear night sky
Smiling
Jelly and ice cream
Knowing that we are one
Cherry blossom trees
Bluebells
Daisies
Talking the law of attraction
Crystals
Flowers
Love without conditions by Paul Ferrini
When I sing the wrong words in the wrong tone at the wrong time and I still think I sound good
Stars
seeing Orion in the night sky
When I have lots of money in my pocket
Hearing Jade call me mum
When I laugh with my mum and dad
Running worklife balance workshops with Dave W
Playing
Holding hands
Being in Brighton
Dancing Salsa
Haviing lots of energy
Being an uplifter
Feeling good
Buying new clothes
Sleeping
A lovel big bed
Shutters on the window
Sash windows
Opens fires
Kicthen diners
Lots of people eating food around the kitchen table
Underfloor heating
Solar power heated hotwater
Going on dates
Relaxing
Having a pedicure and a manicure
Going o a health farm
Having fun
Hearing good news
Feeling someones face against mine
Totally allowing myself to be in someones energy...if only for a moment
Getting cheques in the post
Having random conversations with my daughter
Sitting on the dock of the bay with my feet dangling in the water
Growing things in my garden
Music
China/Porcelaine painting
Talking about things that uplift me
Going to family parties
Being in love
Tickling poppy's tummy
Watching Poppy run round the garden
When I have finished something I have created
When I begin creating
Eastbourne
Living by the sea
Romance
Valentines day


TBC


xxx

Happy February

Happy February people, can you feel the love? xxx

My favourite bible quote

“Let the morning bring me word of your unfailing love, for I have put my trust in you. Show me the way I should go, for to you I lift up my soul (Psalm 143:8).”

Much Love

Claudia xxx