A beautiful Parrot has revealed itself to me as my power animal. I am now also remembering how I wanted a parrot as a child. The message the parrot brings is of no surprise then as I am being encouraged to get on with writing my idea of children's book...love this world and it's beautiful synchronicties xxx

Have fun

I came here to have fun and instead have spent most of my life so far...trying to please others. Found out a few years ago that trying to please others does not benefit me or them, so I am focusing on the fun. What if you give it a go ;o) xxx

IN Love with the world

Sunday Morning 21.08.11


I am lying in bed feeling the love...radiate from my own heart out into the world. Feeling fed and nurtured by Mother Earth and the Divine sharing it with the all...it returns again 10 fold. Thank you ♥ xxx

The Universe definitely brings things to my door and floats my boat when I do my bit...my bit...being authentically 
me...with all the quirks and me-ness thrown in lol ;o) xxx

I love this world...I am glad I came xxx

A little shielded

I have realised that I allowed my hurt feelings to place conditions on my love, not hiding my heart completely withdrawing slightly with a shield at the ready. ♥ I am sorry ♥ Please forgive me ♥ I love you ♥ Thank you ♥ xxx

has learnt about herself, to do with: herself ~ I know what I feel like when I am trying to fit myself into someone else's world ~ choosing for me :o) xxx

Remember marriage is not a contest – never keep a score. God has put the two of you together on the same team to win ~ Herbert and Zelmyra Fisher 86years married xxx

has the song 'quit playing games with my heart' going round in her head for the last few days. Testing my love potion always makes interesting things happen xxx

Be true to you

hot sugar burns are not nice...owch xxx

Loves watching the sparrows playing like humming birds xxx

remember this

Love Potion time again

Tonight (last night) I am utilising the energies of the full moon, Friday, my intention to create a love 'potion' and a unidentified  'potion'.

I have created a love *potions before using it myself first then sharing it with friends...haven't done any for a while thought it was time energies are good for some major releasing too.




Moon = The high potency of the full moon encourages fertility, passion and abundance
Friday = it is said Friday is the ideal day for love, to invoke love or have a first date.
My intention = as always my intention for my LOVE 'potion' is to invoke/re-align unconditional love and acceptance of self and others. That's it nothing more...through this mere alignment, love comes to you...from all areas. There are though, no guarantees...all you need to do is believe.


My ingredients
Mineral + Spring Water
Rose Quartz
Adventurine 
Love
Divine Light
Moon Light
Sun Light
Divine guidance 
Divine Angel blessing


All who drink the *potion will release all that is not love and all that no longer serves them, easily and effortlessly and so it is. This can also be used in the bath rather than drinking 


This is made for people to take knowingly rather than to give to another unsuspectingly...my belief is choice enhances another's strength, limitation diminishes it.


*potion a liquid or mixture that is magical 


Happy mating


Much Love xxx

My A to Z(ed) of Appreciation of me

Allowing Abundance
Breathtakingly Bounty-full
Creating Cosmically
Dreaming Daringly
Energetically Excited
Fantastically Fabulous
Greatly Gorgeous
Happily Heartfelt
Inspirationally Ignited
Joyfully Jolly
Kindly Knowledgeable
Lovingly Lighthearted
Magnificently Magical
Newly Nurturing
Openly Optimistic
Positively Pleasing
Quaintly Quirky
Radiantly Ravishing
Scrumptiously Sexy
Terrifically Tasty
Uniquely Unified
Vivaciously Valuable
Wonderfully Wise
Xtrodinarily Xquisite
Yummily Youthful
Zestily Zoomy

Much Love xxx

Thank you for reading

68 seconds of positive focus

Ok so it's more than 68 seconds...still it did the trick, much needed today.

I love where I am

I love what I am doing

I love that I have great friends

I love that I meet new friends every day

I love who I am

I love that I think I am funny

I love that I love my legs

I love that I can still see the sea from my bedroom window

I love that the house I live in is amazing

I love that dragon flies, butterflies and bees fill the garden and meet me on the stairs on the way in

I love that I call the South Downs my garden

I love that I can see Hastings and most of Eastbourne from where I am

I love that my daughter is who she is

I love that my daughter makes me laugh

I love that I love men

I love that I allow myself to just be

I love that I allow myself to feel vulnerable

I love that from wherever I am things get better

I love that I love the company of men

I love that I am learning to play with them

I love that I am getting used to allowing men to do things for me

I love that I ask for help when I need to

I love that I am comfortable in my own silence

I love that I giggled and wondered why I did not feel offended when a guy said that I did not meet the level of attraction required by him

I love how great I feel

I love my courage

I love that I take some time to breathe deeply

I love that I smell the roses

I love that I take in the gorgeous earthy scent of the trees

I love that I love flowers

I love that I can find things that make me smile not always...99% of the time

I love that I like my family...all of them...no exceptions

I love that I am singing more

I love that I am getting used to the sound of my voice

I love that I am from Tottenham

I love that I believe I chose to be here on planet earth at this time

I love that I believe that I chose this life I am living

I love that I am the creator of all my experiences

A explanation of holding 68 seconds of good feeling thought 

Much Love xxx

My Current View

After my last blog where I was uncertain about what was happening with my move and I wrote about all the things I was certain about rather than focusing on -1% of my +99% of my good feeling. Which created an amazing uplift of my mood.  I then did something else which I believe helped me to let go and let GOD.

I decided that the reason that I was still where I was and may not be moving when I thought I would be, was the fact that I was where I was for a specific reason, which was unknown to me however was important to those around me and myself in some way which I wasn't aware of and I really didn't need to know what it was. I trusted this and it helped me to let go...I have used this 'technique' ~ not sure of that word however 'thought' feels even wronger (yes I know that's not a real word...it's my blog :p) ~ before...it works like a charm. It is a bit like saying each morning as you awake "How may I serve" and trusting that GOD the Divine has a plan for you that day and you will be guided to whatever that maybe.

A day or so after I made this decision, my new landlady called and left me a voice mail apologising for returning my calls or contacting me as she was a nurse and had been working nights at the children's hospital Great Ormand street. Consequently I moved in this week after storing my stuff in her garage free of charge and was able to spend time with my mum while she recuperated from an op. I left a day before they started rioting in Tottenham and Enfield. I had a most amazing time with my mum better than I could ever imagine.


Always guided, all-ways protected


This is my new view 

Much Love xxx