Everything I create is Divinely guided, I do so easily and effortlessly through peace love and joy and in doing so everything I create brings peace love and joy.
Claudia xxx
Day 11
Wednesday 11 January 2012
Joy
Everything I create is Divinely guided, I do so easily and effortlessly through peace love and joy and in doing so everything I create brings peace love and joy.
Claudia xxx
Day 11
Saturday 7 January 2012
Today
Today has been amazing, I am so grateful for where I am, where I have been and where I am going. Appreciating it all is the key to flow.
I am wherever I am,doing whatever it is I am doing for a specific reason that is unknown by me. An effect of transformation is put into motion that is relevant to whoever is there, whatever is there wherever there is. We all do...it's all relative.
Thank you, I love you
Day 6
Friday 6 January 2012
Experience for yourself
"Never, ever trade your own experience for someone else's words about anything that is really important. Like God, for instance. Or love. Or what is true about another.....words may help you understand something, but
experience allows you to know" Neale Donald Walsh
xxx
Day 5
experience allows you to know" Neale Donald Walsh
xxx
Day 5
Thursday 5 January 2012
Packing up my S...tuff
Ok so I am meant to be packing instead of blogging, fbooking, walking on the beach, drawing trees etc, etc.
I am finding packing bothersome, necessary but bothersome. I know why, I have a lot of things that I SHOULD chuck however I am finding it difficult to let go of stuff, silly little things in some cases and meaningful things in other cases like the matchbox car my daughter played with or her first sowing project. Also packing up my stuff makes brings forth the thought this is all you have to show for yourself.
The voice of my parents yes, that always seems loudest when I am packing (I have moved 4 times in 2 years) I have known for sometime now that I am not things, they do not define me but I guess there is a part of me that still holds on to the belief that it does as right now I can hardly breathe and my face feels like t is on fire...oooh that's good I wasn't aware of that. So now I realise this hidden belief what do I do...I know what I think I SHOULD do but will, we will see, as for now lets see if I can change my vibration about packing with a game of I like it when.
I like it when packing goes well
I like it when it flows with ease
I like it when I have a box for everything I need to pack
I like it when the boxes I have are perfect for packing.
I like it when I can see easily what I need to do.
I like it when everything get packed easily.
I like it when I unpack and find everything I need just when I need it.
I like it when packing turns out to be easier than it first felt.
I like it when I have finished and there is lots of time to just relax and chill.
I like it when I have finished packing and I find myself saying "that was easy"
I like it when I get to the new address and I take out my easy button and I press it with glee.
I like it when I go to bed feeling like I have done enough.
I feel better, that was all I wanted, this also helped from a lovely guy called Danny
just imagine that you are already there .....at least visualise how good it will feel when the last box has been unpacked...........then you will be home .....stay in your home frequency .......it will be done ,it will be done ,it will be done........it is done ,it is done, it is done xxx
Thank you, I love you
Day 4
Tuesday 3 January 2012
Blustery day xxx
What a contrast to yesterday weather wise. As I watch form my ivory tower, I can see the movement in the air, I can feel the cleansing of the rains, blustery and determined to clear all that is no longer needed. I watch the energies in the air seeking, moving and clearing relentlessly, as we ask so we are given...change is inevitable <3 xxx
so my first video and my learning is make sure the counter is at the bottom of the screen lol still posting it, perfection comes through practice ;o)
I love you, thank you
Claudia xxx
Day 3
so my first video and my learning is make sure the counter is at the bottom of the screen lol still posting it, perfection comes through practice ;o)
I love you, thank you
Claudia xxx
Day 3
Disheartened? When did you stop believing?
"In some shamanic societies, if you came to a medicine person complaining of being disheartened, dispirited, or depressed, they would ask six questions:
When did you stop dancing?
When did you stop singing?
When did you stop believing?
... ... When did you stop loving?
When did you stop being enchanted by stories?
When did you stop finding comfort in the sweet territory of silence?"
- Gabrielle Roth
When did you stop dancing?
When did you stop singing?
When did you stop believing?
... ... When did you stop loving?
When did you stop being enchanted by stories?
When did you stop finding comfort in the sweet territory of silence?"
- Gabrielle Roth
My word of the Year
I have read two things recently that talk about choosing a word for the year. I haven't read all of Krishna's blog but after reading the first one I thought I would give it a go, Natalia's blog offers you a link to a worksheet (free) to help you find your word. This seemed long and I haven't done it (honesty is my best policy) however I may just see if I can use some of what it suggests.
http://catalystsforhealth.com/setting-the-course-for-2012-with-a-wor
http://krishnasurroy.com/intentions/what-is-your-word-of-the-year-mine-is-fire/
I will read all of Krishna's blog at some point, but just wanted to share my word and how it came to me.
So I went to bed thinking, ' I'm not feeling the worksheet' so I will ask my subconscious to choose a word for me and the first word upon my waking will be the one. Well when I woke up there were two words 'THINK and FEEL' well I thought maybe I would just use the first one as it was meant to be one word, however the words came as a pair...meaning I couldn't say one without the other following, so I decided that would be my word. I could not seem to shake the fact that it was meant to be one word so asked the Universe to reveal to me what one word would describe the two, yesterday while writing my blog it was revealed to me...VIBRATION...perfect so perfect.
I started using it straight away and mention it in yesterday's blog and have used it many times today, just by checking in on where my vibration is on whatever it is I am wanting and whatever it is that is going on.
Thinking about what I would like then literally feeling it, I do this any way, however not to the level that I am doing this year, I look forward to sharing my results.
I love you, I am sorry, Please forgive me, Thank you
Claudia xxx
Day 2 ♥
http://catalystsforhealth.com/setting-the-course-for-2012-with-a-wor
http://krishnasurroy.com/intentions/what-is-your-word-of-the-year-mine-is-fire/
I will read all of Krishna's blog at some point, but just wanted to share my word and how it came to me.
So I went to bed thinking, ' I'm not feeling the worksheet' so I will ask my subconscious to choose a word for me and the first word upon my waking will be the one. Well when I woke up there were two words 'THINK and FEEL' well I thought maybe I would just use the first one as it was meant to be one word, however the words came as a pair...meaning I couldn't say one without the other following, so I decided that would be my word. I could not seem to shake the fact that it was meant to be one word so asked the Universe to reveal to me what one word would describe the two, yesterday while writing my blog it was revealed to me...VIBRATION...perfect so perfect.
I started using it straight away and mention it in yesterday's blog and have used it many times today, just by checking in on where my vibration is on whatever it is I am wanting and whatever it is that is going on.
Thinking about what I would like then literally feeling it, I do this any way, however not to the level that I am doing this year, I look forward to sharing my results.
I love you, I am sorry, Please forgive me, Thank you
Claudia xxx
Day 2 ♥
Sunday 1 January 2012
All about men...kind of
My first post of the year is going to be about men, what I have observed about myself to do with them. It will be interesting to see how much I share...I will always be as honest as I can be.
Where do I start...as you can see/feel I write as I think which can be very random at times.
I found myself feeling very attracted to a particular man I've seen...one that quite funnily I spied on a train journey from Victoria to Eastbourne this Goddess of a man got off at Gatwick (yes I said goddess of a man) then turned up 4 months later at a ceremony honouring divine masculine and divine feminine
When I sat on the train he sat in the section near me...or did I sit near him I cannot remember and right now it does not matter. He travelled with a younger male to which he looked to be brother/guide/mentor or something of that sort. He sat opposite me but on the adjacent isle, feathers hanging from one ear, bearded, long hair in a scruffy sexy american Indian type pony tail.
He took his jumper off to reveal strong arms that had a particular tattoo that surprised and delighted me, it was a tribal type that went around the arm, how ever it was a band of shields. One of the two shields was the shape that came to me only a couple of days before when I was shown to make Archangel Michael shields as protectors for people to wear or place in their cars, I wasn't even sure at the time that that shape shield existed though I must of seen it somewhere, the patterning was exact.
I giggled to myself and told my guides they were not funny however I was secretly pleased with how they got me to pay attention. I took great delight in sharing in the essence of this very rugged man, I bathed in the glory of such a beauty. When he received a phone call I assumed it was his girlfriend and tried not to listen as he spoke in a tender voice to her, still remaining very much in his essence of man.
At this stage I somehow deemed it inappropriate to allow myself to appreciate this fine specimen because he had a girlfriend. I guess I was not just appreciating, I had started polarising into the future and wanting something to happen (as I do) I had conditions!
I checked myself in this moment of realisation and allowed myself to go back to appreciating this gorgeous man, liking a lot his strong gentle voice, the harmonious way he spoke, his kind words, his use of endearments and the obvious and true sentiment behind them, I loved the way he interacted with the lady that wondered if she was in the right part of the train. Talking clearly and with ease, reassuring her with just the tone of his words. I enjoyed his interaction with the younger male, the energy was supportive, nurturing and empowering. I let myself appreciate this man in all his masculine glory bidding him a silent farewell and a lovely journey thinking what a lucky lady his girlfriend is, revelling in the mere crossing of paths and the joy this simple thing brought me, not considering our paths would ever cross again.
It did 4 months later at the winter solstice offering while anointing the men with a Jasmine oil, I was on my knees in front of this man, it was not until the ceremony was over I let myself fully take it in.
I found myself feeling very apprehensive around the men not really feeling that I wanted to engage in conversation after our ceremony had ended. I had thought it was because I did not have anything to say to any of them, in a small way I felt I was running scared but not, I guess it was adrenalin. When I got home I realised I hadn't really wanted to have conversations around, what people did, or who they were, their job, my job blah blah blah not because I am not interested, because I can be a right old nosey. It was in that moment I did not think I could do it, it felt like pretence to me like I would not be being real...anyway I digress.
Back to the man thing...hmmm what was my point I am not sure as I seem to have gone off on one. Ahh! So I realise that I (and I have known this for sometime now) place men out of my league, based on myself really esteem, confidence whatever it maybe, however I tell myself it has to do with them, what they do, what they look like...I digress again so I am going straight to the point.
My vibration is out of whack for what I am wanting, I know this because of:
1) What I am attracting ~ men that are attracted to me that are less than desirable that people around me voice their concerns (I am not being mean) about my welfare
2) Feeling very drawn to men that don't really see me and feeling very nervous around them. (I realised today I am their number 3
3) Sensing that some men are afraid to even approach me even if they like me.
So my experiment is to
Be clear to the men at number 1
Step up to the men at number 2 and channel my adrenalin of nervous energy to create some magic...I know I can do this, what form it will take is unknown however I will not be using (the) force (Luke)
Open my heart even more to the men at number 3 be kind and see them as me ,actually do this in all cases, they are me after all.
Return to my heart space as many times during the day as I can.
Write a list of appreciation regarding lovely men I meet on here as well as in my book of appreciation, it felt good to do it today with train guy.
Be mindful of acting conditionally.
Have fun
I love you, Thank you, I am sorry, Please forgive me
Claudia xxx
Day 1 of matrix re-imprinting
Where do I start...as you can see/feel I write as I think which can be very random at times.
I found myself feeling very attracted to a particular man I've seen...one that quite funnily I spied on a train journey from Victoria to Eastbourne this Goddess of a man got off at Gatwick (yes I said goddess of a man) then turned up 4 months later at a ceremony honouring divine masculine and divine feminine
When I sat on the train he sat in the section near me...or did I sit near him I cannot remember and right now it does not matter. He travelled with a younger male to which he looked to be brother/guide/mentor or something of that sort. He sat opposite me but on the adjacent isle, feathers hanging from one ear, bearded, long hair in a scruffy sexy american Indian type pony tail.
He took his jumper off to reveal strong arms that had a particular tattoo that surprised and delighted me, it was a tribal type that went around the arm, how ever it was a band of shields. One of the two shields was the shape that came to me only a couple of days before when I was shown to make Archangel Michael shields as protectors for people to wear or place in their cars, I wasn't even sure at the time that that shape shield existed though I must of seen it somewhere, the patterning was exact.
I giggled to myself and told my guides they were not funny however I was secretly pleased with how they got me to pay attention. I took great delight in sharing in the essence of this very rugged man, I bathed in the glory of such a beauty. When he received a phone call I assumed it was his girlfriend and tried not to listen as he spoke in a tender voice to her, still remaining very much in his essence of man.
At this stage I somehow deemed it inappropriate to allow myself to appreciate this fine specimen because he had a girlfriend. I guess I was not just appreciating, I had started polarising into the future and wanting something to happen (as I do) I had conditions!
I checked myself in this moment of realisation and allowed myself to go back to appreciating this gorgeous man, liking a lot his strong gentle voice, the harmonious way he spoke, his kind words, his use of endearments and the obvious and true sentiment behind them, I loved the way he interacted with the lady that wondered if she was in the right part of the train. Talking clearly and with ease, reassuring her with just the tone of his words. I enjoyed his interaction with the younger male, the energy was supportive, nurturing and empowering. I let myself appreciate this man in all his masculine glory bidding him a silent farewell and a lovely journey thinking what a lucky lady his girlfriend is, revelling in the mere crossing of paths and the joy this simple thing brought me, not considering our paths would ever cross again.
It did 4 months later at the winter solstice offering while anointing the men with a Jasmine oil, I was on my knees in front of this man, it was not until the ceremony was over I let myself fully take it in.
I found myself feeling very apprehensive around the men not really feeling that I wanted to engage in conversation after our ceremony had ended. I had thought it was because I did not have anything to say to any of them, in a small way I felt I was running scared but not, I guess it was adrenalin. When I got home I realised I hadn't really wanted to have conversations around, what people did, or who they were, their job, my job blah blah blah not because I am not interested, because I can be a right old nosey. It was in that moment I did not think I could do it, it felt like pretence to me like I would not be being real...anyway I digress.
Back to the man thing...hmmm what was my point I am not sure as I seem to have gone off on one. Ahh! So I realise that I (and I have known this for sometime now) place men out of my league, based on myself really esteem, confidence whatever it maybe, however I tell myself it has to do with them, what they do, what they look like...I digress again so I am going straight to the point.
My vibration is out of whack for what I am wanting, I know this because of:
1) What I am attracting ~ men that are attracted to me that are less than desirable that people around me voice their concerns (I am not being mean) about my welfare
2) Feeling very drawn to men that don't really see me and feeling very nervous around them. (I realised today I am their number 3
3) Sensing that some men are afraid to even approach me even if they like me.
So my experiment is to
Be clear to the men at number 1
Step up to the men at number 2 and channel my adrenalin of nervous energy to create some magic...I know I can do this, what form it will take is unknown however I will not be using (the) force (Luke)
Open my heart even more to the men at number 3 be kind and see them as me ,actually do this in all cases, they are me after all.
Return to my heart space as many times during the day as I can.
Write a list of appreciation regarding lovely men I meet on here as well as in my book of appreciation, it felt good to do it today with train guy.
Be mindful of acting conditionally.
Have fun
I love you, Thank you, I am sorry, Please forgive me
Claudia xxx
Day 1 of matrix re-imprinting
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