Earth Energy

I feel the ground I walk on

I am present in this time and space

I am present in the here and now, this human body

I am this earth and the heavens above

I am one with Mother earth and Farther God

I see and feel all things in this moment in time

This place is my home

And all on it my family

Brothers and Sisters we are one

I have no fear

All that is…is

All that I am…I am

What will be…will be

Dare to bare yourself to the world 

Italy 2007 

Written after walking a Labyrinth like this one on the beach in Sestri Levante, Italy 2007

Masking vulnerability with...

Yesterday I found an old note book (I have loads) it was one from my role as a service team leader for post office tutors ~ I am soliciting for something by stating that not sure what *yet ~ I came to a page where I wrote about masking my vulnerability, I thought it was a good read and wanted to share it.


" I mask my vulnerability with strength, as this is only one outward appearance and not something that reflects what is going on inside. What is within is bound to find it's way out, we all know but may have forgotten that whatever we hide or deny will eventually reveal itself, through situations we find ourselves in or people that come into our lives. 

We have the choice then to deal with our vulnerability by facing it or hiding...however just like a game of hide and seek you will be found or you will have to reveal yourself, both have the same outcome, one just takes longer"
written in 2007/8


I had forgotten about writing this, however not about the feeling of the words written it makes more sense to why I began to choose to step into my vulnerability...rather than mask it. When I shared with someone about me SIMV they told me it was emotional suicide, I was shocked by this term and although it did not resonate with me this ladies words bothered me. I was later to realise that it was because I had learned to put other's wisdom before my own, ignoring my own intuition/gut instinct just because of some ones position, experience, credentials. 


I choose to keep on stepping into my vulnerability (you can read about some of the in this blog http://crystalangelsxxxrandomness.blogspot.com/2011/04/stepping-into-my-vulnerability.html) even going as far as telling someone I had a crush on that I was attracted to them. Each time I was left feeling empowered and free...free of some hidden chain that held me in fear that is there lurking a step before vulnerability. 


Stepping into vulnerability is not about putting yourself in danger, for me it is about making the choice to do something that you are afraid of...like a naked photo shoot...yep done that too...though strangely enough I was not afraid of doing it or declaring your feelings to someone you are attracted to. If they do not reciprocate your feelings, then isn't better to know and you haven't lost anything. Those of you that say "I may loose a good friend" to you I say if they are a good friend you wont loose them, if they go, you are better of without them as they may be the reason why 'THE ONE' hasn't approached you (that's a whole different blog)


If you are considering stepping into your vulnerability as a result of reading this blog contact me for some free advice crystalangel@hotmail.co.uk or message me on facebook


One thing never do it from a place from wanting a response from another do it because you want to do it for you.  


Thank you for reading, I love you 


Claudia xxx


*soliciting worthiness...maybe?

Rampage into a feel good place

Today I thought I would share this LOA rampage on Abundance from Abraham-Hicks

In-joy

Abundance

I am abundant in nature, and well being is always coming to me

I am often understood by the people that I'm interacting with

I am loving this life that I am living and its fun to expand and grow

I love the contrast of my environment which helps me to continue to identify the things that I want and often - in fact usually I'm not a vibrational match to everything that I want, but I can feel the difference and I know how to lean in the direction of what I want and my life just gets better and better 

I am surrounded by people that are like me learning about life and its really fun to be in this physical body and expand 

I get the sense of who I am and often when I'm really not paying attention, I can feel the source within me wrapping those non-physical arm around me and through me I can get that non-physical hug from the inside out and sometimes I can just feel the well being of my being, - sometimes I get glimpses of what's in my vibrational energy,

I am really enjoying how my life is beginning to unfold. And I am noticing that the people around me are more and more enjoying their life also and I am feeling a freedom from detaching myself from what they're thinking and from what they're wanting from me. 

I am doing such a good job of living my life I am starting to realise the reason that I came forth into this physical experience. Things are coming easier and easier,

I am beginning to understand how the universe flows, and I am beginning to understand the vibrational world, I am beginning to leverage my time more by pre-paving more things,

I am becoming more of mental being, I am not reacting to so many things, I am lining up more, I am sensitive to the energy, (if) I'm feeling strong negative emotions, as sometimes things really rub me the wrong way, that's a good thing because that means something is out of sync with what I am wanting,

I'm getting more intuitive about people, I can feel when they're levelling with me, I can feel when they're not, I can feel when it's to my advantage to interact with them, I can feel when it isn't, I am becoming more intuitive.  My senses are out there in advance, I am doing a better job of pre-paving. People like me, I am doing well everywhere I go.

Good ideas flow to me constantly, I always have a good time, I have fun wherever I am.  There's co-operation around me all the time. 

New ideas are flowing to me constantly.  I never get enough of this physical experience.

I love living life, I am feeling so vital and alive, I love the people that have surrounded me, I love the variety of people. I can see the diversity and the talents in the people that are around me and I realise what a wonderful team that we are working together.

I am appreciating the people of this planet more and more.  I love the co-operative nature that we are all about.

I love knowing that we are all casting our vibrational votes. I love knowing that there is no injustice, I love knowing that everybody gets exactly what they are offering vibrationally. I love knowing that I'm getting exactly what I'm offering vibrationally.

I love knowing that I am responsible for the way my life is unfolding. 

I love getting into this appreciative mode.  Because the better it gets, the better it gets, the better it gets.

I'm eager about this life experience, I want everybody to have the fun that I am having in this life experience. I know the potential for fun is there for all of them. 

I love being the clear example that I am, I love offering my vibration deliberately and I love watching all of the universal factors lining things up.

I love how circumstances and events come into alignment to give me evidence – post manifestational evidence of how I am doing vibrationally. 

I love knowing that it doesn't matter what's going on right now because I can keep telling a new story. 

I love knowing that it doesn't even matter how good my story is right now.  It might not even be close to the best story that I can tell, but I love knowing that I can continue to tell a better and better story -

I love knowing that the co-operative Universe will keep matching my better and better story.  I love knowing that I have the option to focus, I love knowing that I am the centre of my Universe I love knowing that it's a vibrational Universe,

I love knowing that law of attraction is utterly consistent and will never bring me anything that's not a vibrational match. I love knowing that everything that I get is because of something that I've been saying chronically. I love knowing that I can morph the story, I can tell a different story.

I love the co-operating universe that will continue to give me evidence that I have changed the story that I am telling. I love knowing that I never get it wrong and that I can’t get it done and that no matter where I'm standing there will always be new data that's coming -

I love the people that are surrounding me that are playing the same game I am playing.

I love knowing that we are all here as vibrational entities, that we are all extensions of source energy and that we are all much more in harmony with each other than we are not in harmony with each other. 

I love knowing that every particle of the universe has that which is wanted and that which is not wanted. I love knowing that every person with whom I interact there are things I like about them and things I don't like about them and it’s up to me to focus on the part of them that I want more in my life experience. I love knowing how co-operative many of them will be. I love knowing that even from the most tuned in, tapped in, turned on person, I can extract from them something more tuned in, tapped in, turned on because I am a powerful creator. 

I'll get from every body whatever it is that I focus upon. 

I am responsible for my experience, 

I get the complete credit for everything that is happening to me. 

I love the stability of this time space reality, but I love even more the stability of the eternal nature that is me. 

I love my expansion, I love where I am, I love where I am going, I love where I've been. 

That's the story I am telling!!!  

I love who I am

Abraham

Try reading this out loud every day, I haven't done that for a while, about a year (used to do it every day) when I did it today I realise this is my life and it made me giggle...give it a go...what have you got to lose.

Thank you, I love you 

Claudia xxx