It's just a role xxx

It's been quite a year, lots of changes, transformations and unearthing of buried emotions and feelings. Emotions buried as a way to cope, deal with or get through what was happening at the time, to carrying on DOING the parent, daughter/son, wife/husband, employee/employer upstanding member of society etc 'ROLE'. We sometimes get lost in our 'roles' completely losing who we truly are, at a soul level...heart space. My intention for 2012 is to return to my heart space more and not get lost in my 'role' here on Earth, it is my wish for all in the world too. We are after all humanBEINGS not humanDOINGS


I love you, thank you
Claudia xxx

Day 29 of 31 days of celebration ♥

Today I celebrated...


...getting back on track of my celebration, knowing I created my off track moments...it's all perfect ;o) 


...being in total flow, manifesting instantly with a thought and combined good feeling.


...having such a perfect day of flow and ease...more please...I really love it.


...meeting new lovely people, knowing instantly that they are like hearted...of course they are...I AM in the flow.


...knowing the vibe had changed and knowing that it will be perfect still whatever happens


...getting just what I need for NYE, it is going to be such fun.


...meeting Sarah and having a lovely chat over tea and hot chocolate.


...starting to pack and it being very easy...especially today.


...paying attention to my intuition, I listened more than once today it felt good (think and feel)


...being nervous that it's my birthday in 9 mins...not sure why just am.


... ;o) ♥


Thank you, I love you


Claudia ♥ xxx

Celebrating catch up ♥

I have had a magical day today, I have been in total flow with thoughts and good feelings manifesting instantly...still I have two days of celebration to catch up on...so lets go.


On Wednesday 27th I celebrated...


...feeling very emotional when leaving my brother + his family...the feelings came out of no where.


...totally giving in to my emotions and going with the tears that flowed, while surrounded by people.


...Travelling home on the train, seemingly faster than the speed of light...well it felt like it anyway.


...deciding to just take a look in the Next sale and buying 3 items, that fit perfectly.


On Thursday 28th I celebrated...


...my glorious hair, shampoo, conditioned and cared for.


...cooking a nourishing meal to share, it was lovely.


...gathering with friends of like heart...sigh. 


...watching in awe as beautiful things are created out of the seemingly ordinary.


...going golden...lets see if I can make it work wonders...of course I can...whatever I touch is a success


....eating raw chocolate...two different types made by two beautiful souls...yummm!


...having wonderful car chats with Wendy, lovely beautiful woman, she is amazing.


...getting a hug from Lewis on his return from his Dads and hearing him say I could of got a lift back...so sweet, he is my 18 year old house mate such a gentle man...I shall tell his mother how lovely he is. 


Thank you, I love you


Claudia ♥ xxx

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5 days in one of celebration...catching up

I am 5 days behind on my celebration (only in the recording of it) so I will do five days in one post...lets see how that goes.


On Thursday 22nd I celebrated...


...moon time after 2 month absence, welcome back.


...being blessed after the uniting Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine with being blessed with my moon time.


...painting a huge mug for Clives birthday present and making a scroll...such fun. 

...Christmas hugs, kisses and hurried exchanges of news and excitement.


On Friday 23rd I celebrated...


...doing my laundry, going to the shops, sending an email all in time to leave for MK by 11.30


...being driven to MK by my house mate Lewis for my Christmas present, how lovely, wonderful synchronicity of events.


...spending time with my little bro, he is so kindhearted...nutty but kindhearted...runs in the family


...chilling with family...sigh...




On Saturday 24th I celebrated...


...being at my little bro's home for Christmas with my niece's and his lovely wife, honoured...truly =o)


...having a very chilled out day, helping and watching my excited family prepare for Christmas by wrapping, presents, setting out stockings.


...watching my brother play with his daughters, listening to my sister in-law join in just dance with her girls and seeing my nieces so grown up.


...watching films as a family, it's lovely to be in that vibe


On Christmas day I celebrated...


...Jesus my first thought as I awoke, giving thanx and joyfull thought for all that I have


...Christmas


...call Jade and hearing how happy she is, listening to her tell me about her presents and knowing she will have fun in Edinburgh on New Years.


...speaking to my mum and hearing her relaxed and happy.

...believing in father Christmas, the magic of pure positive thought and energy 


...finding out that even I have a Christmas stocking filled with goodies


...having a fabulous Christmas day, eating lots, playing charades and laughing.


...receiving and giving.


On boxing day I celebrated...


...ice skating with my nieces, I can still make my way around the ice and stay off my butt.


...just dance...ok so it's harder than it looks...for me anyway, my nieces have got all bases covered nice one.


...babies, tiny smiley ones that laugh at you and play with your earrings...especially if they name is Noel...so cute. 


...having a techy brother, he loves his gadgets and his knowledge is excellent second to none...I am sure he's really a robot...or a monkey ;o)


...being surrounded by wonderful, lovely, beautiful, kind-hearted, like-hearted, harmonious, loving, joy-full, Divine beings.


...feeling GOoD while observing my surroundings and my experiences.


...not wanting to go to the sales, no urge at all though I could do with a pair of boots...the ones I have are on their last legs lol.


thank you, I love you


Claudia xxx

Day 21 of 31 days of Celebration

On Wednesday I celebrated...

...preparing for the Solstice offering Unity, Infinity, Trinity...doing something completely different from my norm.

...preparing the space in my whites, finding a way to do it and not worry about messing up.

...sing out loud and not worrying even when I went a little off course, I love it how no one mentioned it...even me.

...being surrounded by lots of beautiful men...and women, so  honoured..I vibrationally go back there often...such a beautiful feeling.

...feeling a little separated and then choosing to see myself in all those that surrounded me...such a blessing, filled with gratitude.

...allowing myself to feel the love I have been shown.

thank you, I love you

Claudia xxx

Day 20 of 31 days of celebration

On Tuesday I celebrated...

...lettIng thIngs go, choosing not to dwell (not much) making each moment a new start

...shopping for the last bits and pieces and getting everything I wanted...and thing's I needed...so perfect.

...having a positive conversation...so lovely

...making conscious choices, doing what feels right...for me

...being out of my comfort zone, this means expansion is taking place...and it is not bodily

Thank you, I love you

Claudia xxx

Day 19 of 31 days of celebration ♥

On Monday celebrated...


...Perfect timing, mother calling, so I did not leave at 13.00, my 14.00, appointment cancelling, Jade's house, mate being at home so I can drop her present off, catching all my trains and buses without delay...so perfect.


...my facebook page only having 78 to go to reach 200 :o)...I can feel a gift away coming.


Thank you, I love you


Claudia xxx

Day 18 of 31 days of celebration ♥

On Sunday I celebrated...

...seeing my girl Jade, even if she was a little bah humbug-ish...bless her.

...the live band Palenke at Salsa Secrets, really good, great dancing, fantastic company. 

...going home early, honouring the feelings that came up...even if I did not know what they were.

...being able to stay at my mums when I am in town, it's nice to have somewhere to go.

...having really good friends, I can ask of them anything.

...being put on the guest list, this feels good...though a little strange...feeling honoured.

...my red cape made by Darryl Black, warm and toasty...check her out http://www.facebook.com/pages/Darryl-Black/301619164971?sk=app_169505045786

Thank you, I love you

Claudia xxx

Day 17 of 31 days of celebration ♥

I have been London/Enfield this weekend...celebrating birthdays and get togethers, so now need to catch up on my days missed from here.

On Sat I celebrated...

...acknowledging the feeling of anger that arose within, I was not sure what it was, as I had been trained (as it were) to see it as wrong and not allowed.

...knowing who I could go to, to rel-ease my rage without being soothed or having the situation explained away...a space to express.

...getting ready for a night out, it's fun to beautify myself.

...dancing Salsa to old school R&B and lovers...smooth moves.

...having fun with friends, it's good to catch up.

Thank you, I love you  

Claudia xxx

Claudia's heART space ♥

http://www.facebook.com/Claudia.heARTspace

It is my intention to reach 200 likes by my birthday. There is 11 days to go and my page has 78 likes behind. I have already given away a painting for reaching 100, everyone now gets entered to win an item of jewellery when the page reaches 200, do you fancy it? 

Take a look at the page like it to be entered in the draw...there is nothing else to do...although sharing my page wouldn't go amiss (thanx)

The winner choose's from the gift away album

http://www.facebook.com/media/albums/?id=170864386326502

Thank you, I love you 

Claudia xxx

Day 16 of 31 days of celebration ♥

Today I celebrate the random thoughts that pass through my mind, they seem to be spot on and a couple of day this week I haven't really paid attention to them...I intend to change that pattern in this very moment.

Today I celebrate colour, I love it, it's fun to use and embody. 

Today I celebrate walking, I am glad I can do it, for 2 miles or more and still feel full of energy.

Today I celebrate making bundles of love with the women for the men, it was fun. Every ones creative ability is astounding.

Today I celebrate little Finn, I love it when children engage me in conversation like they have known me for ages...no barriers, no pretence, just realness and now-ness :D

Today I celebrate Christ-mas, it is another reminder for me to breathe deep, be in the now and connect with the Divine. Remembering to celebrate it for any reason I choose.

Today I celebrate my right to choose and decided...when I am ready...whatever that might be.

Thank you, I love you

Claudia xxx

Day 15 of 31 days of celebration ♥

Today I celebrate looking forward to lot of lovely thing the Universe has in store for me, being surprised and delighted every single day.


Today I celebrate Christmas shopping, it is fun especially when I buy everything I intended to...so cool.


Today I celebrate doing something special for one of Jades pressies...not sure why I am doing this particular thing...going with it anyway.


Today I celebrate being taken out to lunch, it was lovely and a delightful change.


Today I celebrate taking care of my own guidance system and letting others take care of their own, it serves us both well.

Today I celebrate people commenting on my art, of how lovely, energetic and evolved it has become...it feels good...so does my heART. 


Today I celebrate being in the right place at the right time, it always works out perfectly.


Today I celebrate life...it's not short, it's just right...when you live...lets do it.


Thank you, I love you.


Claudia xxx

Day 14 of 31 days of celebration ♥

Today I celebrate a chatting to Lewis in the kitchen whilst the electrician goes through his process of of elimination to find the fault, fun and light hearted just how I like it. 

Today I celebrate being invited for a walk on the beach even though it might rain, hailstorm to be precise...brief frosty. Then part of a rainbow and glorious sunshine. 


Today I celebrate talking to Bash about lots of random things, speaking my truth and him speaking his, it was good I liked it, a strange buzz...feel good moments...still smiling :oD


Today I celebrate choosing to tidy up the kitchen after the Electrician has left, I could have left it however it felt good to just do it.


Today I celebrate coming home after a walk in the icy cold, to a warm house and a package.


Today I celebrate just sitting...breathing...feeling...being, there is more...it gets better...this is good to know.


Today I celebrate finding something within to smile about...IN LOVE ♥


Today I celebrate being proud of my girl for no reason...just because.


Today I celebrate the fact that I have many ideas that go around in my head...not sure what is standing in my way...yes I am me...lets do something different.


Today I celebrate noticing that I can get fed up/bored with doing the same thing every day...routine regardless of whether I benefit seems too rigid somehow, I like to do it differently everyday 


Thank you, I love you 


♥ Claudia xxx

Day 13 of 31 days of celebration ♥

Today I celebrate waking up feel very different from yesterday, irritations a distant memory...thankful for the experience.

Today I celebrate the winner of the 100 likes gift away Anna Thomson, she has chosen Light of the Divine ~ Silver lining 


Today I celebrate hot water, it's so lovely when it flows easily from the tap, ease and flow mmm! lovely.


Today I celebrate Lewis...on it when the electrics went out this morning, nice one Lew...wonderful Landlord.


Today I celebrate speaking up for something I was not prepared to put up with...even if that is the way they do it there.


Today I celebrate men, I love them...what a joy.


Today I celebrate Brightest Blessings a place of connection, solace and joy. http://brightestblessings.co.uk/


Today I celebrate thunder and lightning, I love the sounds and the feeling.


Today I celebrate laughing with friends...at myself and lots of other things...including death...it's not the end after all, it's the beginning.


Today I celebrate being offered a lift half way to Milton Keynes by Lew, how lovely.


Today I celebrate getting home before it rains, it's nice that I caught the in between time :o)


Today I celebrate friends coming to me for advice, it is nice to feel trusted in that way and funny that they think I know anything about anything...ok so I know a bit ;o) 

Today I celebrate taking photos with my trusty HTC...so cool.




Thank you, I love you 


Claudia xxx

Day 12 of 31 days of celebration ♥

Today I celebrate feeling irritated, a chance to look at what was arising in me, where it stemmed from and feel it fall away...eventually.

Today I celebrate walking in the woods, love the smells, the mysteriousness as night falls and the trees...maybe I will get to see the Owl before I leave. I have heard her...it's only a matter of time.

Today I celebrate the feeling the contrast in my feelings, knowing the feeling of enjoyment, open honest communication and good vibes.

Today I celebrate all the people born in December, Happy Birthday everyone, I wish you everything and more.

Today I celebrate my brothers each one of them is very different...always there if I need them.

Today I celebrate the wind and the rain...they are certainly blowing a hooley out there. Winds of change and cleansing and clearing rain. Tomorrow is a new day.

Thank you, I love you

Claudia xxx

Day 11 of 31 days of celebration ♥

Today I celebrate sleeping till 11.30am the night after talking till 3am, sleep I love it.

Today I celebrate perfect timing, everything just falling into place...as if by magic, it shows me I am in vibrational alignment .

Today I celebrate the Holy Well, the Sea and Eastbourne, so glad that I was guided here first, such a pleasure to be held in your embrace. 

Today I celebrate Tania Long http://www.facebook.com/pages/FantaSea-Art-With-A-Heart/370899833549 Tania made this beautiful fairy called dewdrop, we were made for each other.

Today I celebrate choosing what is best for me rather than putting others before me, it's worth doing as when I honour myself and my choices I then come from a place of love rather than obligation or solicitation.

Today I celebrate being able to cook a lovely meal from whatever is in my fridge/cupboard...ok so I bought eggs, still it was a very good dinner, when I thought the ingredients were limited :o) 

Today I celebrate  feeling warm and cosy...snug as a bug in a rug  ♥

Today I celebrate feeling like I am in love, I love that feeling...long may it reign.

Today I celebrate watching night fall while collecting water from Holy Well...magical.

Today I celebrate my fairy Dewdrop ;o) she sits within my willow ring...perfect.

Thank you, I love you 

Claudia xxx

Day 10 of 31 days of celebration ♥

I missed a day of recording my celebrating December, however not actually celebrating it ♥

Today I celebrate Artist, particularly today Yvonne McGillivary http://creatrixx.org/art WOW wow WoW. The picture on the right is just a small (mighty) example of her work, check her out.


Today I celebrate Clive and Philipa Hedger, so an inspirational in many ways, always up lifting never diminishing.


Today I celebrate not getting (too) drawn into the drama got a bit agitated but did not stay there...ever expanding.


Today I celebrate friends that pick me up from wherever I am and take me to wherever I need to be.


Today I celebrate the full moon, oh beautiful moon how I love thee and at last I connect with the moon within me.


Today I celebrate good food cooked by friends and family, so gorgeous, nourishing and warming...yummm.


Today I celebrate being blessed by friends and blessing them in return...honoured truly honoured.


Today I celebrate feeling my expansion in this world...however large or small, it's all GOoD and GOoD timing.


Today I celebrate seeing and feeling the expansion of another, it fills me with joy at all I can see for them...after all they are me ;o)


Thank you, I love you


Claudia xxx

Day 9 of 31 days of celebration ♥

Today I celebrate no76 winning the gift away, her name will be revealed when she knows she has won...sooo excited.


Today I celebrate my own excitement at giving away one of my paintings as a gift, it makes me a little nervous but it's all good.


Today I celebrate the friends request from Milltone drums, I don't know why but it greatly enhances my joy and happiness today...10 fold :D

Today I celebrate my hair, I love it more than I ever have.


Today I celebrate knowing and meeting lots of lovely people, I am moving in circle's of people that I never thought possible or would have any kind of connection with, how my life has changed 5 even 10 years on so different.


Today I celebrate God...loving your work...thanx for always being there...even when I shout and am angry at you.


Today I celebrate my body, it's wonder-full and protects me, knows what to do, very capable and amazing, gives me clear indicators if something is not right for me...I need to celebrate it more and listen to it more. It is beautiful I love it.


Thank you, I love you


Claudia xxx

Right now, right now, right now

Just now I realised that I try and contain the amount of joy and excitement that I feel in the moment...holding my breath...feeling it but not feeling it as much as is possible...for fear of not having any more of it. In this moment I breathe fully and deeply allowing my feelings to resonate fully in every cell of my being, expanding me even more. If only this moment exist (and it does) it's ok...actually it's bloody marvellous ♥ :D xxx

Day 8 of 31 days of celebration ♥

Today I celebrate playing an instrument very similar to the Milltone/Hang drum, such dulcet tones. Like Angel music and a musical meditation...love it,  :o)


Today I celebrate magical connections of like heart and (no) mind, I love it when I txt someone who was about to call me or vice versa.


Today I celebrate Poppy Longden who lives in a wonderful flat of creative wonder...well as far as I am concerned anyway.


Today I celebrate being inspired and inspiring others, I never really thought I would hear anyone say that about me, it touches me deeply


Today I celebrate the feeling good for no reason, it sure does feel good to feel good.


Today I celebrate standing in the rain, it was very windy but the light sprinkles of water felt good on my face. 


Today I celebrate my breath, it helps my mind to clear itself and let go.

Today I celebrate feeling the love...I am love after all...and so are you 


Thank you, I love you


Claudia xxx

Day 7 of 31 days of celebration ♥

Day 7

Today I celebrate Crea conference in Italy, hmmm I wonder how great it would feel to be there in 2012 hmmm 


Today I celebrate meetings in stillness with Paul Hurcombe, create the space and they will come. 


Today I celebrate getting my broken debit card replaced with the specified 10days, it took 5 and came in on the day I popped into the bank to complain a payment had been declined, so glad I changed my vibration before I spoke to anyone.


Today I celebrate walking, so the bus came early, I was determined to get there tonight and I did...walked all the way and was only 2mins late...well pleased with myself.


Today I celebrate having money in the bank, it feels good, and is very good to see.


Today I celebrate folding up 100 raffle tickets for the gift away from Claudia's heART space gallery, I trust the winner will get the gift for Christmas ~ I feel like I am putting presents under the tree.


Today I celebrate shopping for my daughters Christmas presents, wouldn't it be nice if I bought things to surprise and delight her greater than ever before.


Today I celebrate nature and how wonderful it is...I love this world.


Today I celebrate getting up early and doing what I said I would do, then being guided to send someone a message at 6am...do they know how early it is! *giggle*


Thank you, I love you


Claudia xxx

Day 6 of 31 days of celebration ♥

Today I celebrate the Milltone hand drum, beautiful piece of work and tone

Today I celebrate Sonic Enchantment and their wonderful gift of a sound bath

Today I celebrate doodling, it helps me to listen with something more than my ears. 

Today I celebrate my friends working on amazing projects of personal leadership and use me to practice on, I am a very fortunate young lady indeed.

Today I celebrate Angels, in our lives since birth, always there for help support and unconditional love and sometimes...just sometimes showing up in life.

Today I celebrate love without condition, this says it all 

Thank you, I love you


Claudia xxx